Went on a 3 week work trip and decided to try hookup culture. Ended up turning into a relationship that lasted about as long as the trip but somehow really fucked up my mental lol. I ended up meeting the most amazing woman, the type I’d settle down with, but I couldn’t because of the situation. Left both of us fucked up. She was the one who crashed out first because I think the reality hit her. Started yelling at me and crying about it all, and then next was me. I just got sad and got mad at her when she got mad at me lol. I just don’t know what she expected but I think I would’ve been just as sad regardless also. So weird how we built that kind of connection so fast and it’s heartbreaking I can’t keep it going. Well shit man I don’t think I can do that again she’s just the one who got away now.
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