So this happened last year. I was working as a bartender in this kinda fancy bar in LA where a lot of people come to show off. You get influencers, actors, TikTok people… that kind of crowd. One Friday night, this guy comes in with a girl. He looked like some Hollywood dude. Tall, kinda flashy, wearing expensive shit, beard perfectly trimmed, just screaming “I think I’m important.” The girl he was with was one of those types that look like they live on Instagram. She didn’t say much. He, on the other hand, was being loud and acting like he owned the place. Demanding a table that was already reserved, talking down to waitresses, trying to be funny but really just being a jerk. Then he said something to my coworker (who’s really sweet btw) like: Are your hands good for anything other than pouring drinks? She just looked shocked. I saw red. I told him, Yo man, maybe treat people like people, not like background extras in your life. He gave me that look like, you don’t know who you’re tal...
I don’t even know where to start writing this because there was so much left unsaid. We were in 7th grade we both knew we wouldn’t last. You were the right person, but it was the wrong time.
I wanted to go out and get drunk at parties, vape, smoke, do all the stupid kid shit I shouldn’t be doing. You were more mature though and had your whole future planned out. Our future. And that scared me.
I wanted my life spontaneous and unpredictable, you didn’t offer me that. So I’m sorry I left, it wasn’t because I didn’t love you, it was because I believed that since you were the right person when it was the right time we would be. I hope that day comes soon❤️
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