I'm a 22/F and I'm $51,000 in debt. That's not a number I'm throwing around for effect. That's my actual balance on Nelnet as of this morning. $51,312.84. I check it every day like it's going to change. It never does. My minimum payment is $487 a month. My rent is $1,100. My car payment is $320. My car insurance is $165. My phone bill is $85. My credit card minimum is $60. That's $2,217 before I buy food, before I buy gas, before I do anything. I work at a coffee shop. I bring home maybe $2,400 a month after tax. Some months less if they cut my hours. Do the math. I'm not living. I'm treading water in the middle of the ocean and the waves keep getting higher. I'm 22. I have an English degree from a state school that I'm still paying for. I live in a studio apartment in Bridgeport, Connecticut, because it was the cheapest thing I could find that didn't have mice. The walls are thin. The heat is unreliable. The landlord doesn't answer ...
My high school sweetheart left me because I only got D2 offers. Four years later, she called on NFL Draft night demanding part of my contract.
I grew up in a town where football wasn’t just a sport—it was pretty much the center of everyone’s life. Population was around 7,000. We had one Walmart thirty minutes away, one movie theater an hour away, and if you wanted something to do on a Friday night, you either went to the football game or you stayed home. Everybody knew your parents. Everybody knew your grandparents. If you had a good game on Friday, the cashier at the grocery store would tell you Saturday morning. If you had a bad game… You heard about that too. My name’s Mason Carter. I played wide receiver for Westbrook High. I wasn’t one of those freak athletes who could run a 4.3 forty or jump over defenders. I wasn’t the tallest receiver either. I was about 6’3”, 195 pounds by senior year. What I did have was hands. I caught everything. Didn’t matter if it was thrown behind me, over my shoulder, or six inches off the ground. If I could touch it, I was bringing it in. My quarterback always joked that I’d catch a brick if...