This was back in 2019 I suppose. I had always been interested in nudism. I started researching it in high school and found out it was way more popular of a community than I thought. I spent almost every moment when home alone, which wasn’t frequent, naked in all my glory with the shades open. Only the cows could see me in my natural state and they are good secret keepers. I would listen to music, play video games, and read right in the buff. No one ever caught me except my sister once when she came home from college unannounced. She just walked by, laughed, and we never spoke of it again. Years came and went. Went to college, limited privacy for a few years until I got my own dorm. Then it was paradise city. My mother had to have questioned why I had such little laundry when I would come home some weekends. Girls also found out when Snapchat was in its heyday and regrettably there are many that seen me fully mounted. Graduation came. Lived at home for two years afterward to figure thi...
I'm a 22/F and I'm $51,000 in debt. That's not a number I'm throwing around for effect. That's my actual balance on Nelnet as of this morning. $51,312.84. I check it every day like it's going to change. It never does. My minimum payment is $487 a month. My rent is $1,100. My car payment is $320. My car insurance is $165. My phone bill is $85. My credit card minimum is $60. That's $2,217 before I buy food, before I buy gas, before I do anything. I work at a coffee shop. I bring home maybe $2,400 a month after tax. Some months less if they cut my hours. Do the math. I'm not living. I'm treading water in the middle of the ocean and the waves keep getting higher. I'm 22. I have an English degree from a state school that I'm still paying for. I live in a studio apartment in Bridgeport, Connecticut, because it was the cheapest thing I could find that didn't have mice. The walls are thin. The heat is unreliable. The landlord doesn't answer ...