I don't know why I’m writing this. I guess some part of me thinks that if I type it all out, make it digital and real in a way that isn't just a buzzing in my skull, maybe I can understand it. Or maybe it’s just a confession. A warning. I don’t know. The house is quiet now for the first time in my life. The only sound is the hum of the old refrigerator and the groan of the pipes when the heat kicks on. For twenty-eight years, there was always another sound. The wheezing rasp of my mother’s breathing, the constant, wet cough that punctuated every conversation, and the low hiss of her oxygen tank. That sound was the soundtrack to my life. It’s gone now. She’s gone. And the silence is so much louder than the noise ever was. I live in the house I grew up in. A two-story box with peeling paint on a street of other peeling boxes. This whole town is peeling. It’s a Rust Belt ghost, a place that industry built and then abandoned, leaving behind skeletons of factories and people with n...
I found out my wife (28F) was cheating on me(29M) with my brother, and no one believed me until it was too late...
Throwaway for obvious reasons. The first thing everyone remembers is that I “ruined” Thanksgiving. That morning, I told my wife I didn’t want my brother in our house anymore. I didn’t yell. I didn’t explain. I just said that if he came, I would leave. She stared at me like I’d insulted her family dog. Within an hour my phone was blowing up—my mom telling me I was being cruel, my dad asking what was wrong with me, my brother sending a text that just said, “Relax.” No one asked why. They’d already decided I was the problem. What made it worse was that three weeks earlier, I’d still trusted my wife completely. She’d started acting… careful. Not distant, not cold—careful. Her phone never left her hand, but she wasn’t scrolling. She angled it away from me like it was muscle memory. She’d say she was running errands and come back freshly showered. When I asked if something was wrong, she wrapped her arms around me and said I was her safe place. I wanted that to be true. One night I grabbed ...